Even if I write an Essay about myself, I believe, it's very difficult to describe a personality of any individual with few words. Allah Almighty has created all humans very unpredictable and complex. We all change our behavior as per the environment surrounding us. Don't we?
However, there are still few things, I think I should mention.
I believe a marriage built with a lie is more like a house built without Foundation. Sooner or Later it will eventually fall.
About me:
I am already married and my marriage has been going through ups and down for a very long time. It may end today or tomorrow or it may never end. But to be honest, I will avoid divorce to the last extent for the sake of my beloved kids.
I am more interested in 2nd marriage and if I get a suitable person I will try my best to provide separate accommodation. Peace is the only thing I am seeking. Nothing is more important to me than a peaceful life.
Feel... more free to connect or ask questions if you want to. I would avoid lengthy and unnecessary talks. I will try to be to the point and specific.